rejection and dreams

Hello hello hello!

This is yet another post that I didn’t plan beforehand. And I have no slightest idea of how this will turn out but LETS FREAKING GO! Adventures are fun, aren’t they?

When I saw my favorite musical at West End, I sat there speechless for awhile. I was trying to comprehend the whole situation but it was damn HARD I’m telling you.

I lost it when I heard ” Defying Gravity” live.

I lost it when I heard ”Popular”.
I remember going to loo during interval and thinking to myself that ” IS THIS EVEN REAL. ”

I love musicals, if you haven’t noticed.

I grew up with theatre. My first ever stage experience was when I was 9. I had this long monologue. Can you believe it?
I took stage in one of the most eminent stages in my country.
I always tell this to myself whenever I doubt myself.
I travelled to UK alone when I was 16.

No no I’m not joking. But I have fear of taking the tube.
And that perhaps makes you think like ” THE HECK?”

I’m still finding myself, the things I’m capable of, the things I’m not. The things that make me happy and things are not.

I’m telling you, if you have found the passion of your life GO after it now. I’m still in dilemmas and such. I know what I was meant to do but I’m scared.

I just hope that I can find the courage to go after it.

AND… I JUST REALLY HOPE YOU CAN FIND THE COURAGE TO GO AFTER YOUR DREAMS TOO!

This was supposed to be ”My Favorite Musicals” type of post, but you know me, and if you don’t know me well hello, I write about many TOPICS!

So the company that sent me a rejection letter, I know one thing that they’ll one day send me a letter…

It’s good to be rejected, it’s good to be let down. It’s good to write about different topics on your blog, it’s good to be YOU and UNIQUE. As long as you read these posts nothing matters to me AT ALL!

I love typing out stuff for you, I love writing my feelings away. I DON’T NEED ANY ACCEPTANCE FROM ANYONE OR ANY COMPANY. AT ALL!

AND SO SHOULD YOU! NOTHING IS THE END OF THE WORLD. YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN WELL BEING AND HAPPINESS. AND IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE THE WORLD GO AHEAD AND CHANGE IT.

until the next time,

x Pen

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